My Juicy Life

I have a fear.

Okay, so I have more than one, but this one I am about to share is pretty big. I have a fear of talking about my life, who I am, what I like and letting people in. If I have known you for a while you are probably thinking, Yeah Right! Talking is not a problem. Anywho, I am terrified that people will think I talk too much, will discover that I'm far from perfect (cuz for sure they were thinking I have it all together...right..)or just disagree with everything I have to say. I also don't like stepping on people's toes, so I stay quiet or think of the nicest way possible to tell them they are wrong. We should speak the truth in love right? How exactly does that look? Sometimes I think it's being frank, but other times maybe taking a softer approach. Then there is the factor of how well you know someone. My problem: I THINK TOO MUCH!

As a result of this fear, I spend much of my time nodding and listening. I want to have opinions! Or I should say I want to voice my opinions, when necessary of course. I want to be bold and not care so much what people might think or what they might say! We were after all made to be courageous, right? I should be confident! I know what I believe! What's the problem?

So here is my first, short blog! It is late and I need sleep. My goal in blogging is to begin sharing my life, thoughts, excitement and struggles with you lovely people.

Goodnight